Courage Today

Today, Aug 6 22' was a birth of something in me and for me and through me Maybe it's more courage or self love, still not sure,  but it was something big and I feel different. I'll let divine guidance reveal to me what it was in divine timing.  First, I did a FB live, which is something I've been scared to do bc of how judgmental I usually am with myself when it comes to that kind of thing.  Second, I shed a little light on my own struggles with mental instability and a pinch of suicide. The truth is, I have tried to kill myself 4 times and the first time was when I was 11 years old.  Now, in self reflection and the constant self evaluation of my Self, I give thanks that Divine Spirit chose to save my life each time. I realize that I am here for a reason, and that it's bigger than I ever realized. It's something bigger than just the desires of my heart to be a full time vocalist that travels the world and makes a 6 figure annual income.  It's bigger than any carnal desires, and with each day I find clarity and surrender to divine guidance.  I chose to be born in the 3d realm and now at 35 years young,  choose to unleash my Self into the world.  The best is yet to come. So this is a virtual pat on the back. Look at me go!